Wednesday, March 6, 2013
went to the doctor yesterday and the psychologist today; maybe i'll start making some progress. i was going to say i cried less today, but i cried the whole time i was at the psychologist and the whole time i was at the doctor. who am i kidding, i cried just as much as ever. i go to dad's tomorrow so that will be a couple of pretty easy days. sunday we're having a birthday party for him. he may not know because we forget to tell him things a lot so it might be a surprise party. this family needs to get together for a happy occasion.
Sunday, March 3, 2013
ok so i have an appt with a psychologist. maybe she can fix me. i have new medication that works pretty well for anxiety, i can tell when it's time to take more, i start crying. the medication does have the side effect of messing with my equilibrium. if i bend over to pick something up, i just keep going. i kind of list to the right and have a lot of bumps and bruises. but i can't stop taking them because they work, i just have to move around more carefully. people keep asking if it's safe for me to drive. well, i'm usually sitting down when i'm driving. now if i have to get out and pull the car, that will be a problem. my worst times are bedtime and when i'm alone in the car driving; ok, enough pity me for today....for right now anyway/